Aug 15, 2006 22:26
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I just read some article somewhere off the web, had nothing else better to do.. It's pretty late here and I'm tired as hell. The day passed very slowly, and even talking to my friends couldn't change the mood, the frown upon my face. I feel like nothing and nobody gives a damn about anything I think, anything I feel, anything I do.. And then more sorrow feels my heart because of some text.. About somebody.. or something, that just made my mood worse.. Pain.. in my heart.. And not for me.. And I want to cry.. I feel sorta speachless.. What's the meaning of life? And can't somebody answer me? No.. Nobody is reading this bullshytt. Nobody is caring.. That's what the voice behind the shadows are saying.. That's what I'm hearing in my head. Nobody cares..
but I'd like to know atleast for once, why we live, and why we feel pain, and why.. What's all this for? And what is my point in life?
I'm just another one of tos elost teenagers searching for a reason to live..
When I was younger I thought I knew.. I was happy, well more than I am now, running around, free..And now, I'm so lost..
Though I have what some people don't, why can't I remain smiling?
And my heart continues breaking..All alone..
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