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miranda slept over! always a fun time even tho buddy is retarded and wouldnt fucking not get shitfaced before one! loser! ugh. lol. and i think it was funny that marco and stacy annoyed the girls and they did retarded thinks. well it was funny at first but then it was fucking annoying and i was going to kill them. so was stephen. he went down there with a huge knife trying to scare him which was funny as hell! but yea um i forgot what i was gona say. oh yea i feel bad for making jake a taxi driver. ha. :-/ oh and i feel bad for kyle. i wish i could give him a hug. lol. hes still shooken up. poor kid had a gun to his face.. i wonder if he'll ever go back to work. :-/
i used to think drinking would make me happy and solve my problems.
well it doesnt.
well i like getting drunk, but it doesnt make me happy.
i know what makes me happy. i just needed time alone for a bit to get over shit and its dumb i know but shit happens.
i love my best friend with all my heart! shes the best person ever! seriously! thank you.
thank you for putting up with my stupidity and nonsenseness. idk why or how you do it.
i know i need to change. and ill try. i wish it was summer. no school and itd be warm and more things to doo.
oh and i just wanted to let ya all know ive made the team! haha. JV is gona be good. :-D even tho i dont like the idea of practive every single day. haha.
theres something else im forgetting to say? hmm.. ill remember later.
i used to think drinking would make me happy and solve my problems.
well it doesnt.
well i like getting drunk, but it doesnt make me happy.
i know what makes me happy. i just needed time alone for a bit to get over shit and its dumb i know but shit happens.
i love my best friend with all my heart! shes the best person ever! seriously! thank you.
thank you for putting up with my stupidity and nonsenseness. idk why or how you do it.
i know i need to change. and ill try. i wish it was summer. no school and itd be warm and more things to doo.
oh and i just wanted to let ya all know ive made the team! haha. JV is gona be good. :-D even tho i dont like the idea of practive every single day. haha.
theres something else im forgetting to say? hmm.. ill remember later.