We are all the same.
We'll all look the same someday
And even now the robot starts to think
I wonder what it dreams
We'll all look the same someday
And even now the robot starts to think
I wonder what it dreams
We'll all look the same someday
And even now the robot starts to think
I wonder what it dreams
We'll all look the same someday
And even now the robot starts to think
I wonder what it dreams
We'll all look the same someday
And even now the robot starts to think
I wonder what it dreams
I feel that everything that has happened with everyone, especially with my friends, we can take the lessons, memories, and emotions for granted. It can either make us wonderful people, or low lifes hoping to be saved. Its just depends on all the decsions we make. I'm scared. I'm scared just like everyone else. I scared of myself the most. Cause I know what I can do, and how I can use things. I'm a spoiled girl. My friend needs clothes. I have someone to depend and talk to in my family, my friend has the walls. I think about how maybe I'm just selfish and should open my eyes a little more. I think about how I never get in trouble and how I never get yelled at because I know whats right and whats wrong. I wonder if I get this from my family, myself, those years of being alone or a little of them all. Once and awhile I still blame myself for being how I am and how things turned out that I need to take action towards myself. I have a serious relationship going on and I think maybe I'm just to young to take anyone serious, even myself. I'm just to serious. Nothing good comes from alcohol except for Kaitl(i)y(n)n's. We talked about things. We talked about how families, the parents are people too, we talked about how sometimes we have this idealistic look towards them and its...really not true and no one wants to say it or admit it because it doesn't seem right for what society tells us. Yes they love us uncondionally but there exactly like us. Age doesn't matter, its all about what you got in the mind and what experiences you had. Im just saying. Like the time when we all wanted to kill ourselves..did we really mean it? Or was it just something that we realized what has happened or what was happening and we just didn't know how to take it. Ending life is ridiculous but once it seemed like the only way.
Its just that we needed time to grow up. Its weird how my friends, and I splited apart and for some reason we all found ourselves back together again. I want to be selfish and never let this go but I once was selfish and It felt like a pile of bricks falling on you. I guess it can sound gay, but the circle I have I don't want anyone else in, not even the boyfriends/girlfriends that come and go into our lives. Being pressured is the worst feeling, but with those friends, theres no pressure. I'm more comfortable with them then anyone else. Sometimes I just wish we were family then the family we have now. The conversations sean and I used to have used to be very deep, and for some reason I can't remember what they were about but if someone was able to read them I know it could of changed a life. Kaitlin saved my life, maybe we saved each other, who knows. Lauren makes me happy and makes me laugh with her laugh. I don't need 321 friends. I just like the ones I have now, and if I lose them thats fine, but after that I really don't want to look for anyone else to replace them. ever.
And even now the robot starts to think
I wonder what it dreams
We'll all look the same someday
And even now the robot starts to think
I wonder what it dreams
We'll all look the same someday
And even now the robot starts to think
I wonder what it dreams
We'll all look the same someday
And even now the robot starts to think
I wonder what it dreams
We'll all look the same someday
And even now the robot starts to think
I wonder what it dreams
I feel that everything that has happened with everyone, especially with my friends, we can take the lessons, memories, and emotions for granted. It can either make us wonderful people, or low lifes hoping to be saved. Its just depends on all the decsions we make. I'm scared. I'm scared just like everyone else. I scared of myself the most. Cause I know what I can do, and how I can use things. I'm a spoiled girl. My friend needs clothes. I have someone to depend and talk to in my family, my friend has the walls. I think about how maybe I'm just selfish and should open my eyes a little more. I think about how I never get in trouble and how I never get yelled at because I know whats right and whats wrong. I wonder if I get this from my family, myself, those years of being alone or a little of them all. Once and awhile I still blame myself for being how I am and how things turned out that I need to take action towards myself. I have a serious relationship going on and I think maybe I'm just to young to take anyone serious, even myself. I'm just to serious. Nothing good comes from alcohol except for Kaitl(i)y(n)n's. We talked about things. We talked about how families, the parents are people too, we talked about how sometimes we have this idealistic look towards them and its...really not true and no one wants to say it or admit it because it doesn't seem right for what society tells us. Yes they love us uncondionally but there exactly like us. Age doesn't matter, its all about what you got in the mind and what experiences you had. Im just saying. Like the time when we all wanted to kill ourselves..did we really mean it? Or was it just something that we realized what has happened or what was happening and we just didn't know how to take it. Ending life is ridiculous but once it seemed like the only way.
Its just that we needed time to grow up. Its weird how my friends, and I splited apart and for some reason we all found ourselves back together again. I want to be selfish and never let this go but I once was selfish and It felt like a pile of bricks falling on you. I guess it can sound gay, but the circle I have I don't want anyone else in, not even the boyfriends/girlfriends that come and go into our lives. Being pressured is the worst feeling, but with those friends, theres no pressure. I'm more comfortable with them then anyone else. Sometimes I just wish we were family then the family we have now. The conversations sean and I used to have used to be very deep, and for some reason I can't remember what they were about but if someone was able to read them I know it could of changed a life. Kaitlin saved my life, maybe we saved each other, who knows. Lauren makes me happy and makes me laugh with her laugh. I don't need 321 friends. I just like the ones I have now, and if I lose them thats fine, but after that I really don't want to look for anyone else to replace them. ever.