Flaccid friendships
I'd never think I'd stick up for Cecile in the friend department lately but she definitely was a better friend to me (when she was being a friend) then Kelly.
Cecile and I would go out all the time and sure she'd be talking to lots of boys and getting attention but I never felt left out, or neglected by her (standing alone at a party or whatever) like I do with Kelly. Cecile always cared about my opinions about the boys she was dating and totally took how they treated me seriously in how and if she would persue a relationship with them. I never felt like a tag-a-long or a burden with her. And she NEVER made me find my own way home from some bar or afterparty because she was too fucked up to drive. Cecile doesn't do drugs, and we didn't drink so much that we couldn't function and if she did, we would hang out in the car and listen to music or nap until she was okay.
Cecile does have her faults but she did really have my back for a good portion of the three years. I need to find another friend that has the good qualities that she had. I really need to ditch Kelly. She just doesn't give a fuck about anyone but herself.
I need her to get my shit back from Chris though. Grrr.
Cecile and I would go out all the time and sure she'd be talking to lots of boys and getting attention but I never felt left out, or neglected by her (standing alone at a party or whatever) like I do with Kelly. Cecile always cared about my opinions about the boys she was dating and totally took how they treated me seriously in how and if she would persue a relationship with them. I never felt like a tag-a-long or a burden with her. And she NEVER made me find my own way home from some bar or afterparty because she was too fucked up to drive. Cecile doesn't do drugs, and we didn't drink so much that we couldn't function and if she did, we would hang out in the car and listen to music or nap until she was okay.
Cecile does have her faults but she did really have my back for a good portion of the three years. I need to find another friend that has the good qualities that she had. I really need to ditch Kelly. She just doesn't give a fuck about anyone but herself.
I need her to get my shit back from Chris though. Grrr.