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Welp, I'm already tired and its not that late. So i'm going to wait for sammy to call me and go to bed right after the call. Today has been one of those days, i only got a few things done. I also hit kinda a down side with the election bullshit. Thats what it all is. Bull-freaking-shit. I can honestly say two things about rp, i've not been a mood for most my side chars, and when it comes to lita, i'm at a dead end. I dont feel like training damn fledglings for the baali. When i dont have my char knowing enough. Hell she is one.
Ck offered to rp with me tonight. Though i wasn't really in the mood there either. Specially gor wise. Welp i get tempted in to playing a moment so i got to try. Kozo messages ck telling her not to pay attetion to the giggling char i had. Not realizing it was me. she informed me of such. So i left. Kozo wants to play with ck alone...fine by me. Ck wants to spend all her waking moments with kozo fine.
So i message cassie on a side note, i was curious about if she had a thing for Kyoshiro or not. Come to find out she does, she half assed said so. Though i can't be sure. I was tempted to be nosey enough to ask when normally its not in my nature to do such.
On to other notes, If you read this, dont bother paying attetion to me. I dont need people's attetions. Honestly i might care at times. But i dont anymore about kozo or ck, or even kyoshiro's time with me. You all dont have too, you dont need too. Doesn't mean that you mean any less to me, or anything bad if you dont or can't or wont, i dont know. I just can't care anymore. I also will not care if you fit me in to rps with you all anymore or not.
To the "boyfriend". You know whom you are my silly canadian hottie ^_^. I do miss talking to you, sorry i aint been around after you get off over time. Just been too tired to hang in there. But we'll catch up on the weekends iffin you got time.
As for life, i'm getting over the little things that been piling up. Least writting about them or just not caring has been helping me get through it. Least having a nother talk with cassie made me realize i should just become more of a cold hearted uncaring bitch to the rest of the world. I shouldn't care if people have time or dont have time. I'll just -NOT- make time for people anymore, or go out of my way like i used to.
Now i realize why i lost my mood as far as rp. Get let down r/t, get let down in r/p. Wheeeeeee, time for bed cause i wont read this ever again, and i feel better. ^_^
much love you other people on my buddies ^_^ least you all dont say a thing normally to my mindless rantings and being whiney. ^_^
Ck offered to rp with me tonight. Though i wasn't really in the mood there either. Specially gor wise. Welp i get tempted in to playing a moment so i got to try. Kozo messages ck telling her not to pay attetion to the giggling char i had. Not realizing it was me. she informed me of such. So i left. Kozo wants to play with ck alone...fine by me. Ck wants to spend all her waking moments with kozo fine.
So i message cassie on a side note, i was curious about if she had a thing for Kyoshiro or not. Come to find out she does, she half assed said so. Though i can't be sure. I was tempted to be nosey enough to ask when normally its not in my nature to do such.
On to other notes, If you read this, dont bother paying attetion to me. I dont need people's attetions. Honestly i might care at times. But i dont anymore about kozo or ck, or even kyoshiro's time with me. You all dont have too, you dont need too. Doesn't mean that you mean any less to me, or anything bad if you dont or can't or wont, i dont know. I just can't care anymore. I also will not care if you fit me in to rps with you all anymore or not.
To the "boyfriend". You know whom you are my silly canadian hottie ^_^. I do miss talking to you, sorry i aint been around after you get off over time. Just been too tired to hang in there. But we'll catch up on the weekends iffin you got time.
As for life, i'm getting over the little things that been piling up. Least writting about them or just not caring has been helping me get through it. Least having a nother talk with cassie made me realize i should just become more of a cold hearted uncaring bitch to the rest of the world. I shouldn't care if people have time or dont have time. I'll just -NOT- make time for people anymore, or go out of my way like i used to.
Now i realize why i lost my mood as far as rp. Get let down r/t, get let down in r/p. Wheeeeeee, time for bed cause i wont read this ever again, and i feel better. ^_^
much love you other people on my buddies ^_^ least you all dont say a thing normally to my mindless rantings and being whiney. ^_^