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i've been finding myself way too lazy to even update this journal. since i don't have a car anymore, i never leave the house. except for work and practice. and i'm basicly working to be able to pay to get there. being broke sucks. i can barely afford to eat. there's a ton of shows coming up. it's almost xmas. aaahhhh. at least i have the best girlfriend in the world. and she helps me get through it. i broke down the other night on the ride home from the mall. cuz i went shopping with renee, katie and nicole. and they were going crazy buying shit and i had no money what so ever, and there was all this stuff i wanted, and i got really sad. cuz i'm just sick of being broke. i dunno. renee gets her car on the road soon, so i won't have to pay for cabs anymore. i dunno.......