Truths

[deadkatana]

I am so alone.
Everyday I have to hear my heart call out.
No answers are ever returned.
Alone I'll stay, so get used to it.
He said it will never happen.
I try my hardest to not think of you but it's in my nature.
I try so hard to ignore you and pretend I don't care.
Everything I want to do I can't.
I can't make these feelings go away no matter how much I ignore them.
I hate myself more than anyone will ever understand.