Drink Up, This Only Lasts 24hrs...
So here it is.... motha fucking valentines day... and ive got second thoughts running through my viens... things havent been stable from day one and do i want to add to that with a joyous day? with the help of a friend i picked out a bear, specially made for her, and all i realised since i woke up this morning is, who am i lying to more... her or myself? maybe its all just a harsh way of saying i miss my friends, and drinking to the sun came up... (as it goes, the radio has choosen a rare and more fitting song to go with this... Nirvana - love buzz)
i just want to breathe smoke, spit fire and run around causing havok... if youre going to be fit for a partner in crime and a saturday night lover then youve got to have some hatred in your heart, and an inner desire to do something... anything...
ive still got this chainsaw
all shiney and new...
sometimes while you sleep
i think of cutting into you
lil pieces here and there
pieces of your brain everywhere
baby i might say i love you
and you think its true
but baby when youre not around
your face makes me want to spew
happy lil things i just ate
and slowly become everything you hate
brian might be proud of that... and maybe more proud of the fact that i just want to walk away from this so called relationship... i never thought i would be like this... so trapped in a false happiness. so apologetic for not wanting to spend the rest of my life with someone.
raise my glass and take a drink, here's to valentines day and all the nonsense, stupidity that may come from tonights actions or failure to commit to certain actions...
i just want to breathe smoke, spit fire and run around causing havok... if youre going to be fit for a partner in crime and a saturday night lover then youve got to have some hatred in your heart, and an inner desire to do something... anything...
ive still got this chainsaw
all shiney and new...
sometimes while you sleep
i think of cutting into you
lil pieces here and there
pieces of your brain everywhere
baby i might say i love you
and you think its true
but baby when youre not around
your face makes me want to spew
happy lil things i just ate
and slowly become everything you hate
brian might be proud of that... and maybe more proud of the fact that i just want to walk away from this so called relationship... i never thought i would be like this... so trapped in a false happiness. so apologetic for not wanting to spend the rest of my life with someone.
raise my glass and take a drink, here's to valentines day and all the nonsense, stupidity that may come from tonights actions or failure to commit to certain actions...