Jun 14, 2005 21:34
Today I became so utterly frustrated with a problem that I am dealing with at the moment. I got so frustrated that I didn't know what to do,so I ran out of the house, and I ran for about a half hour straight, without stopping. I started to feel alot of physical pain, but I didn't want to stop because as I ran I felt like I was leaving my problems behind. I just kept telling myself, "the pain is temporary, the pain is temporary". As I thought about this, I came to realize that pain is temporary. Even emotional pain. After realizing that it was like looking through new eyes. The physical pain from running started to feel good. And then I realized The more I run the less pain I feel, and it gets easyer. That is the same way with life. The farther I go, and the harder I try, it will eventually get better. What an amazing thought. By this point I was running home as fast as I could. As soon as I got home I got in a cold shower, I fell to the floor in physical weakness, and mental releif, I sat under the cold water for a long time,just thinking about my new discovery. I became more relized then I have been in a long time. Now I am once again ready to fight on! In tribute to office space, "Fuckin aye".