still..
its been 5 years and i still cant bring myself to kiss you goodnight. i watched you sleep in my car on the ride home and even though you couldnt hear me, i almost told you how i felt. the words im looking for seem to hide behind my teeth, and the heart i need to say them seems to hide behind my ribs. i dont know how, i dont know when, i dont know what you will say to me, but i want this more than anything right now. today was the best day ive had in as long as i can remember, and i got to spend my entire waking hours with you. goodnight.