everyone's life ends but no one ever completes it
a sense of happiness hangs over your head. it is infectious. and i stare at the sun to try to simulate the effect but i was wrong to ever think that anything could compare.
i just got home. i had a good day today. i noticed i have chilled out a lot since like freshman and sophomore year. i guess once you reach a certain age, things just stop being such a big deal and its easier to just shrug and move on. today during lunch, me, kat-reen, carrie pharr, jason and some other kids took pictures and sat in the hallway and just hung out.
i am really sorry for my last entry, i made it sound like manion is an asshole or something. he really isnt. he is really good to me and really good for me. i love him. and i was just mad at the time. i hate the way i say things i do not mean when i am mad. its not fair. i am sorry.
he has thin wrists. thin reminders. sleepy voice soft hands dark eyes light pale new different. indifferent.
i just got home. i had a good day today. i noticed i have chilled out a lot since like freshman and sophomore year. i guess once you reach a certain age, things just stop being such a big deal and its easier to just shrug and move on. today during lunch, me, kat-reen, carrie pharr, jason and some other kids took pictures and sat in the hallway and just hung out.
i am really sorry for my last entry, i made it sound like manion is an asshole or something. he really isnt. he is really good to me and really good for me. i love him. and i was just mad at the time. i hate the way i say things i do not mean when i am mad. its not fair. i am sorry.
he has thin wrists. thin reminders. sleepy voice soft hands dark eyes light pale new different. indifferent.