i'm going nowhere but i'm guaranteed to be late

[deadinthestreet]

well i am sad that i did not get to see ono! ninjas last night. i was going to go but ticky couldn't go therefore i couldn't go. i really want to see them. i want to see bj too. its been forever. i talked to my mom on the phone for a little while this morning to wish her a happy mother's day. i haven't seen her in over a year. i guess i miss her, its hard to say. so much has been going on lately. so much that i cannot talk about to anyone.

cause if it's really all just physical
then my memory's immaterial
so why then do i remember you at all?
but i do, i do, my friend, i've seen your face
we shared a cup, i know the taste
its sweetness is relentless on my lips
so help me drink in everything that is
like a freed convict. drunk on redemption
from the way i've been
well i swear this time that things will be different
well, right and wrong.. they have never been that far apart
for those who'd write that sentence where you hang
we will be lifted up from all of this
yeah, we will transcend the insignificance of our existence
yeah your body's gone, but angel you will live.

number 3. there is no beggining to the story
bright eyes