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Well, things were getting better. For two weeks it was wonderful, then something changed... again. I don't know what it was, but... you started to treat me as you did before. I like to be regarded as your girlfriend. I like to feel important to you. I like to know that you still love me and that I'm not just wasting my time. I don't know why you can't talk to me when you're having a bad day. I don't know why you can't respind to me when I attempt to make you smile or when I say something to you. And everyday I just apologize for it, like it's my fault. I'm tired of being the only one that is trying to help make this work. I'm tired of feeling like I'm not good enough for you in any way possible. Everyday you make me feel ugly and unwanted. Can't you just appreciate me for what I am? Can't you just love me and not expect so much from me?
Go ahead, put me down again. Remind me of how perfect you are and how pathetic I am.
Go ahead, put me down again. Remind me of how perfect you are and how pathetic I am.