the world is not enough.
im not ready.
I am scared for what tomorrow brings. and the fact that people keep asking me how i feel about whats to come makes it worse. "are you nervous for monday?". i wasnt before but i am now.
its just a transition in my life that i dont feel im ready for. this is my career. this is whats to become of me. its so much pressure on me it could break anyone. i dont think im mature enough for this. i dont think im ready. i feel like im part of that polar bear club that jumps in the ocean in the middle of winter. and i have to jump in to this or else be ridiculed by my surroundings.
im not ready.
I am scared for what tomorrow brings. and the fact that people keep asking me how i feel about whats to come makes it worse. "are you nervous for monday?". i wasnt before but i am now.
its just a transition in my life that i dont feel im ready for. this is my career. this is whats to become of me. its so much pressure on me it could break anyone. i dont think im mature enough for this. i dont think im ready. i feel like im part of that polar bear club that jumps in the ocean in the middle of winter. and i have to jump in to this or else be ridiculed by my surroundings.
im not ready.