Holy Crap
I'm getting married. I had always hoped those words would be coming out of my mouth one day, but to actually say them... just WOW. And now I'm kinda stuck. How the fuck do I plan a wedding that I not only have a date for but will be 1000 miles away from where I'm living??? And people keep asking me "do you have a date yet?" Hello?? He just asked me like 2-3 days ago. What, the second the ring gets put on we play Pin the Tail on the Wedding Date? Its supposed to be every little girls dream to get married and what colors, flowers, food etc so on... but I am really clueless right now. I have enough married friends now to get any advice cause god know I'm not asking MY MOM (Ian's mom, yes). And I'd hate to say it, but I have no idea how ANY of it is getting paid for. Ian says he doubts we'll have to pay much if anything, but then where does it come from?? I've never been the type of person to hold my hand out palm up and demand money from my family. In fact; I hate it because thats what my dad's side does! All I do know is I wanna get married in NY by the Hudson River. That alone makes me cross my fingers for full time from Home Depot again, cause then when spring 2011 comes around I'll be due 80 hours vacation time. Which would be enough for us to go to Mass. for Ian's step-sister's wedding in May and then our wedding that summer/fall. *sigh*