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I was thinking about you while on my way home today. It was such a long drive and towards the end you were pretty much the only thing on my mind. For a moment I felt something that I hadn't felt in a while. I don't want to put a name to the feeling but I wish I felt that all the time. It's funny because I was thinking of you and the past and how I regret. I regret the decisions I made because now I know, you were something special. My brain cant seem to forget you, it doesn't want to. My dreams make me wonder of what it could have been like. I'm always so close and then I wake up. I never get to feel it I guess because I never really did. I try to remember everything but I hate how much I've forgotten. But now I know that your timing was perfect. You came into my life right before it turned upside down. I didn't know it then, I guess I ignored it but now that I think about it, you were something like an angel.