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well...last nite was interesting. i talked to dan on the phone from 8 to 4in the morning. we just went back and forth just asking each other questions....mainly about that time at alicias when i almost gave him head until i found out he had a gf in virginia. i asked him all those questions that ive always wondered and actually got the answers i was hoping so dearly for. i guess he got the answers he wanted too.well hes long been broken up with carley(girl from virginia) but the bad news is hes still going out with aurora. i dont know what to do. i mean i know its weird but ive never felt this way about someone unless i was going out with them...ya know that i would do anything for or with you kinda feeling. thats how i felt with mike but i feel the same way with dan. im soo confused cuz i know he loves aurora but i cant help but think he still likes me....which i found out the answer to last nite. i dont know what to do b/c ever since the whole thing with their rents findin out about "stuff" they havent been able to see each other and i had a premonition that they would break up cuz of it...although i dont know if it will happen cuz lately my prems have been messed up...(for all you who dont know i dont have usually have dreams i have premonitions even though they havent been happening lately).
i seriously dont know what to do and any advice would be much appreciated.
oh and btw....i think im going to dye my hair black...whatdya think?
i seriously dont know what to do and any advice would be much appreciated.
oh and btw....i think im going to dye my hair black...whatdya think?