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why does this always happen? i get to a point in my life where i am happy and content and couldnt ask for more, and then god remembers he doesnt love me and ruins it all.
stupid god.
i just woke up after sleeping for 16 hours. thats sick isnt it?
i miss people, so many people. people i wasnt even really friends with, i see them or their page and i miss them.
steve and i were on the verge of breaking up on saturday. it was so close. my hand was litterally on the door, about to leave for good. then we made up. that was nice. it's still weird though, going from hey we arent meant for eachother to i love you sooo much. i guess it's just our lonely charade. so heres our conclusion:
-we will never get married
-we are going to break up soonish
-we love eachother more then anyone else that we have ever loved
-we hate each other.
stupid god.
i just woke up after sleeping for 16 hours. thats sick isnt it?
i miss people, so many people. people i wasnt even really friends with, i see them or their page and i miss them.
steve and i were on the verge of breaking up on saturday. it was so close. my hand was litterally on the door, about to leave for good. then we made up. that was nice. it's still weird though, going from hey we arent meant for eachother to i love you sooo much. i guess it's just our lonely charade. so heres our conclusion:
-we will never get married
-we are going to break up soonish
-we love eachother more then anyone else that we have ever loved
-we hate each other.