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So...
I'm not digging this whole situation. Dave and i break up and i thought that things would still be the same with everyone, just different between me and him, and me and sarah. I was wrong. This kinda sucks. Appearently people feel that because of this break up, they now have to take sides, and they will take daves. I thought i was more to them then just daves girlfriend, but i guess not. I wasn't bothered by this at first , cause i knew it was only two people, one of them isnt friends with me anymore anyways becauseof majorly vain reasons. but when i was leaving tonight, i said bye, and no one responded. Kinda makes someone feel like crap. mildly depressing when people are only your "friends" when you are with one of their friends, but when thats over, appearently so is your "friendship". So not only do i lose a boyfriend out of this, i also lose a group of people taht i thought wewre friends, and a place to hang out. I know some people will still talk to me there, but what happens when none of those people are there? I'll just feel lonley. So now i'm on a hunt for a new hang out i think...
I want to go on a date... i think.
Or i'll just drink for the next while.
I'm not digging this whole situation. Dave and i break up and i thought that things would still be the same with everyone, just different between me and him, and me and sarah. I was wrong. This kinda sucks. Appearently people feel that because of this break up, they now have to take sides, and they will take daves. I thought i was more to them then just daves girlfriend, but i guess not. I wasn't bothered by this at first , cause i knew it was only two people, one of them isnt friends with me anymore anyways becauseof majorly vain reasons. but when i was leaving tonight, i said bye, and no one responded. Kinda makes someone feel like crap. mildly depressing when people are only your "friends" when you are with one of their friends, but when thats over, appearently so is your "friendship". So not only do i lose a boyfriend out of this, i also lose a group of people taht i thought wewre friends, and a place to hang out. I know some people will still talk to me there, but what happens when none of those people are there? I'll just feel lonley. So now i'm on a hunt for a new hang out i think...
I want to go on a date... i think.
Or i'll just drink for the next while.