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i dont know what im am going to do now. were on a break. he called me this morning crying. i cried. i honestly dont know what i want right now. do i want to break up and have freedom? do i want to just be causal? do i still want to be in such a commited relationship? i want all of these at the same time. i know this isnt possible. it scares me to think of what he future might be with out him in my life anymore. its my birthday thgursday, and i dont want to be alone.
you know, i wanted to be able to be immature again, i forgot the tears come with that.
you know, i wanted to be able to be immature again, i forgot the tears come with that.