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Jul 07, 2013 20:19

I wish i was not put here on earth ( Read more... )

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wonka_vision July 8 2013, 01:45:28 UTC
Sounds like a lot of what I am going through, I am having an issue with addiction too, I am over it one minute and needing it the next, it is stupid. I wish we could all have enough inner strength to be what we wish we could be but inner strength is hard to come by.

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deadguttergirl July 8 2013, 22:03:15 UTC
Yes it is hard to come by.I have had a problem with pills for fifteen almost 16 years.Its horrible.

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wonka_vision July 9 2013, 06:59:37 UTC
Wow 15? I have the same problem with pills, however it has been bout 5.. Just this last year has been the worst though. What is your fav?

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deadguttergirl July 10 2013, 01:21:18 UTC
mainly pain pills,i like tramadol and vicodins.I used to be addicted to adderal. ive abused everything such as xanax sleeping pills,anything that can give me some kind of numbness.

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deadguttergirl July 10 2013, 01:22:00 UTC
suboxin is my favorite,if you snort it it gives you tons of energy for a whole day.

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wonka_vision July 10 2013, 05:42:17 UTC
Yeah I have done it a couple of times. I only had to do a small amount, made me sick to my stomach but the buzz was fucking incredible. The guy who gave it to me and I had sex for 2 days straight, it was pretty amazing, lol.. I don't every do it though because of how many opiates I do and it makes me sick.

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wonka_vision July 10 2013, 05:34:23 UTC
Damn does the tramadol fuck up your stomach? If I eat too many of those they kill me, actually all the pills I have been doing seem to be fucking up my stomach. Do you have that problem?

I love the painers too.. I have graduated from Vics to Percs though because vics just don't seem to give me the buzz I enjoy. Thankfully though I don't do the high mg ones a lot and I only snort them.

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deadguttergirl July 10 2013, 20:43:02 UTC
i get pukey from the trams but i deal with it.i do puke half the time.I take inbetween 15 to 45 of em in a day.but i would not recomend them.Alof of people i know are having seizures off them,and they only take 10 or so of em.they are dangerous. i get pukey from most pills i have to take way too many these days.i wish i could get my hands on percs. lol. no one has those.

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wonka_vision July 11 2013, 00:01:25 UTC
What state do you live in?

Ohio is getting really crazy about pills, shut down all kinds of pill mills and make it next to impossible to get them these days. So the price has went up and it is a struggle at times. The town I live in is really bad with them and heroin and the cops and shit are regulating everyone and that makes it even harder, so I am sure one day soon I won't be able to find them.

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deadguttergirl July 11 2013, 14:05:37 UTC
i live in michigan. its decently easy to find trams and vics.i dont deal with the people who have the better stuff,they tend to be scarier,they like to rip you off,or give you the creeps lol.

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