there is no give,its take and take and take,give him to me.

[deadguttergirl]

he moved like he had glass stuck in his feet
talked to me like i was about to steal his heart
feast upon his mental health
what a punk that man can be
treat me like a whore
oh im so much more
the more you see the less you really see
because the closer you are to me
the further away you are
ive been broken down treated so badly
that when you try to take me down
i only wish to feel your skin
i cant be put to shame
the life ive lived has changed these days
so the girl you call out
is no longer the girl you know
i hear empty words
i feel calloused fears
while you push me away
i stand firm
because its me who haunts you
you will never escape my figures your drug now
when you feel yourself lose it
when your rage is ready to consume my being
breathe baby breathe
because its you and me
we got that special love
the kind that everyone is jealous of
so stick with me
dont doubt me
i bring you to life
i brought you back from the edge of the needles death
yet somehow you still doubt
im yours forever
so stand still and realize
in the arms of sleep there is only you and me
when you see me sinking to the bottom of the river
you will not be comforted
my ghost will haunt you endlessly
so hold me tight
dont lose control
if need be smack me please
just let reason be known
i have to understand you
or i start to feel alone
bring me back from this shallow place i live
i feel as though im a child
my souls mate is not allowed around
i feel as though i could lose my mind any day
work hard boy
im waiting
no other will ever fill your space
your the most unique shape.