Everything Breaks
Bliss
fest is this weekend and i dont believe that i am going but Bobby said he wants to sneak me in which i dont know how good of an idea that it but who gives a fuck.
Why not go though, im going to be home alone anyway so why not get
fuked up? is how im looking at it. Talked to shannon and well she seems
sad most of the time which makes me upset because i dont want her to
frown just smile. Its depressing here and all i do is sleep most
of the day away, Almost started up the bad habit agin but i refuse to .
I miss my friends and i think that im getting a bit home sick. My
tummys all messed up feel like vomitting more then usual. Mandy i love
you baby cakes be happy Your my walkin buddy. Make the best of the
things you think could only get worse.
Love you Doc!
Everything i come to know seems to perish from the beggining and ends as i once agin feel nothing. Expecting the worse and having a glims of hope in anything is most rare and unheard of. It keeps me safe and to it I hold. Walls arent hard to build but breaking them down is no easy task.
Oh well life goes on.
Love you Doc!
Everything i come to know seems to perish from the beggining and ends as i once agin feel nothing. Expecting the worse and having a glims of hope in anything is most rare and unheard of. It keeps me safe and to it I hold. Walls arent hard to build but breaking them down is no easy task.
Oh well life goes on.