someone told me to post this...
You are always there to hear their problems
You always give them the advice they seek
Not only that you are also their shoulder to cry on
And in the end when the problem has gone away
They seem to forget you exist
That's ok you did what a friend should have done
But where are they when you need their help
Where are they to stop you from taking your life?
How can they call themselves your friend when they can't help you?
When all they care about is their problem
When they cant see that you went out of your way to help them
I don't know
I guess that's my reason to keep them close
To remind myself that the world is full of these people
People who would rather see their problems fixed than help a friend in
dire need of their advice, or their friendship, or their love
This is what brings me my pain
This is what kills me each and every day
The fact that no one has ever been there when I needed them the most
No one has been able to see, to pay attention to the cries for help
No one has noticed how slowly my life leaves my body
How my soul has disappeared, how I no longer have faith in anything of
this world
I love my friends they are the best thing in my life.... yea right
The only difference between them and no one is that at least no one
will listen to me
They are not even there to lend an ear, to lend their shoulder when I
need it the most
They live for their egotistic ways, for only their own good
But I wont blame them they are my friends
I just hope that when my problems they realize
They wont stop the actions that will help me cope with them
I hope that when the time comes for me to do what I have to do that
they wont decide to be my friends only to let me live in my problems
to continue with the life that each and every time steals from me the
only things that make me human
That separate me from the rest of the creatures that inhabit this world
Things that no one else has lost things that if lost no could be able
to survive
Yet look at me my friends watch as my problems finally win
Watch how my soul, my heart everything held dear, everything that made
me human disappears watch how my world finally crumbles to the point
of agony where only the beautiful rest of death can help me where I
can finally rest in peace in the darkest pits of hell...thank you my
friends......thank you for letting me drown in problems that defeated
me, that stole my humanity, that no longer can let me live....
- by someone who would like to remain anonymous
You always give them the advice they seek
Not only that you are also their shoulder to cry on
And in the end when the problem has gone away
They seem to forget you exist
That's ok you did what a friend should have done
But where are they when you need their help
Where are they to stop you from taking your life?
How can they call themselves your friend when they can't help you?
When all they care about is their problem
When they cant see that you went out of your way to help them
I don't know
I guess that's my reason to keep them close
To remind myself that the world is full of these people
People who would rather see their problems fixed than help a friend in
dire need of their advice, or their friendship, or their love
This is what brings me my pain
This is what kills me each and every day
The fact that no one has ever been there when I needed them the most
No one has been able to see, to pay attention to the cries for help
No one has noticed how slowly my life leaves my body
How my soul has disappeared, how I no longer have faith in anything of
this world
I love my friends they are the best thing in my life.... yea right
The only difference between them and no one is that at least no one
will listen to me
They are not even there to lend an ear, to lend their shoulder when I
need it the most
They live for their egotistic ways, for only their own good
But I wont blame them they are my friends
I just hope that when my problems they realize
They wont stop the actions that will help me cope with them
I hope that when the time comes for me to do what I have to do that
they wont decide to be my friends only to let me live in my problems
to continue with the life that each and every time steals from me the
only things that make me human
That separate me from the rest of the creatures that inhabit this world
Things that no one else has lost things that if lost no could be able
to survive
Yet look at me my friends watch as my problems finally win
Watch how my soul, my heart everything held dear, everything that made
me human disappears watch how my world finally crumbles to the point
of agony where only the beautiful rest of death can help me where I
can finally rest in peace in the darkest pits of hell...thank you my
friends......thank you for letting me drown in problems that defeated
me, that stole my humanity, that no longer can let me live....
- by someone who would like to remain anonymous