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i never know what to write in this anymore, my words just get twisted anyway.
actually i just don't know what to say to some people period. i always end up being wrong or stupid somehow so i've just been keeping my mouth shut. somehow feeling that low for things i don't even know i do, or being the scapegoat... it just doesn't even seem worth it anymore. maybe that's wrong too. i guess we'll see.
i hope that gets twisted. and i end up being wrong, or stupid, again.
i guess all i can say is that i love my nephews, i love my sister, i love josh, i'm really glad my best friend moved back to this country, and that i'm really glad it's summer. i'm excited to get back to work and make some money, i'm sick of this being broke thing. i cut down a lot on smoking because it just costs too much. but i've been trying to keep myself busy, and i'm actually starting to do things i always said i'd do but never actually did.
and i can finally sleep again.
actually i just don't know what to say to some people period. i always end up being wrong or stupid somehow so i've just been keeping my mouth shut. somehow feeling that low for things i don't even know i do, or being the scapegoat... it just doesn't even seem worth it anymore. maybe that's wrong too. i guess we'll see.
i hope that gets twisted. and i end up being wrong, or stupid, again.
i guess all i can say is that i love my nephews, i love my sister, i love josh, i'm really glad my best friend moved back to this country, and that i'm really glad it's summer. i'm excited to get back to work and make some money, i'm sick of this being broke thing. i cut down a lot on smoking because it just costs too much. but i've been trying to keep myself busy, and i'm actually starting to do things i always said i'd do but never actually did.
and i can finally sleep again.