lonely

[deadfrmsilence]

so i wrote a song about a week ago and im still deciding if i should write another verse
i mean...it couldnt hurt anything
but ima post the lyrics so let me know what you think
its kinda a fun sounding song actually
my brother's comment was "brianna, its so emo, but it sounds so happy"
i think the whole thing is hilarious
but whatever
i want to buy a harmonica so i can play it with this song, it think itd be awesome

Little Green Boat

:chorus:
Once upon a time
my mom drank wine
my brother chewed the cable
on my patience line
my patience broke
and my brother choked
so we all went to heaven
in a little green boat

they always stay at home
and do nothing all day long
they never stay together
so im writing this song
im looking for stability
but coming up with none
Diesel is my only company

:chorus:

I never thought it possible
that everything would die
it's just fact of nature
but it looked me in the eye
so here am i
standing my ground
looking for an answer
that cannot be found

:chorus: 2x

so yea let me know what you think
im no poet, so criticism is helpful

on an entirely different note
break-ups fucking suck
i think i've handled it pretty well so far
but sometimes i just feel like drowning myself in a toilet
hmm oddly enough i like how that sounds "drowning myself in a toilet"...kinda sing songy
but back on topic
i dont like losing my best friend, it really is heart wrenching
i hate that i want more than they can give
i guess it was just doomed from the start
it was wonderful for the most part though

i cant wait to get out of here, but chances are im hanging around for awhile