to: laura <3

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hello deary. i know its you reading this so here it goes. i was writing something up for family studies class about my most significant friends so far. you were one of them. to write about how you affected my life i had to think about you and everything youve ever taught or done for me. it made me realize how spectacular of a person you are. see i knew that already, but i mean i am just realizing the full preportion of the impact youve had on my life. youve been my rock, my wonderful loveable rock. i can always depend on you no matter what, whether its technilogical issues or deep emotions, youre there. though i am confused almost every second of the day, or no matter how many times you have to tell me, or no matter how many times you have to explain it until i get it, you dont give up on me. you never make fun of me at all in a harmful manner. you are the only person who can ACTUALLY endure my endless blabbering without screaming "SHUT UP ALREADY!!!", which is absolutely amazing. no matter how weird i get you just laugh and play along. i mean you are the one who doesnt give me the dirty looks and the second glace. and whenever im down you cheer me up with love, comfort and compassion. usually you just gimme those little pick-me-ups like: "dahling" and "gorgeous". and you listen to me when i am upset. really you are pretty much the only one in my life who does that. no matter how stupid or weird or how crazy the problem may seem you still listen without a single hesitation. laura without a doubt you are the most special person ive ever met. i mean i cant even describe it deary. you are...well... YOU!!! the most beautiful, wonderful, intelligent, patient, loving caring person in the world. you go through so much and you could have the worst day but your first concern would be me feeling lonely. okay im almost in tears from writing this all because you ARE so special to me and i love you <3. because you are my best friend (well along with shelley) in the universe and i really hope that nothing ever changes that. dahling you are spectacular and im neglecting all my h/w riight now to type this. =P laura i just want to say thank you from the very depths of my heart and soul and nothing else could describe what you mean to me. well again i am babbling and you are again enduring it so ill give your eyes some well needed rest. hunnie have the best time imaginable with everything and i send you more love than i can express. i have to finish that h/w now so i will talk to you later! byee! XoxOxoXoxO!!! <333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333!!!!!
(p.s. sorry it was so long, but you deserved no less regignition)