Thinking
about school really does just make me feel like shit. It's stress just brings me misery, fuckin a. I can't even think about today anymore, because it's always about tomorrow or days after, whether it's about what's due or what I'm going to do for the rest of my life. One day, I'm one day off. If I was born August 1st, I'ld still be in high school having the time of my life. My life would probably be completely different, but I wouldn't have to be contemplating myself and doubting myself all the time. Now, I'm gonna go get some mcdonalds ice cream and feel better about my life. =)
18 days til I am no longer miserable...and believe me, and counting