So..
Well, I'm not too sure what to really talk about.
I ended up hanging out with my mom all day. I got her to play DMC3 with me, which was way cool. Then we went and got chinese food, and watched Titanic. Yeah I know, that's really random as hell.......
I haven't seen that movie in such a long time. I came to the conclusion that it's a very nerve racking movie. I was stressed through the whole thing. Why? Because you know the story, but you still have to yell at the t.v. anyways, trying to tell them to do this instead of that lol. Not only that, but the two lovebirds find each other, and fate does literally EVERYTHING to split them apart!! It's insane...and sad.
I came to the conclusion that I must be obsessed with finding my soul mate. It must be what type of person I am. I'm on 18 years old...and I already want to find that someone that I want to spend the rest of my life with. Why? Because I believe in spending all the time you can give to that loved one. Is that so much to ask?
I of course have even thought out theories. I has to be someone that...we both are instantly attracted to each other the first time we meet. Kind of like that LOVE at first sight kinda deal.. I think that is actual true love. And then...the first kiss.
*dies* That is so important to me. It tells so much. I know that I've felt this before...sadly, the feelings weren't mutual.
I also believe in NOT thinking so much about it, just feel, and let it happen as it does.
THINKING is what over-rides what you really and truely feel.
Sadly, humans do nothing but think........even when thinking is not needed
Well...that's all I have in me for tonight.
I ended up hanging out with my mom all day. I got her to play DMC3 with me, which was way cool. Then we went and got chinese food, and watched Titanic. Yeah I know, that's really random as hell.......
I haven't seen that movie in such a long time. I came to the conclusion that it's a very nerve racking movie. I was stressed through the whole thing. Why? Because you know the story, but you still have to yell at the t.v. anyways, trying to tell them to do this instead of that lol. Not only that, but the two lovebirds find each other, and fate does literally EVERYTHING to split them apart!! It's insane...and sad.
I came to the conclusion that I must be obsessed with finding my soul mate. It must be what type of person I am. I'm on 18 years old...and I already want to find that someone that I want to spend the rest of my life with. Why? Because I believe in spending all the time you can give to that loved one. Is that so much to ask?
I of course have even thought out theories. I has to be someone that...we both are instantly attracted to each other the first time we meet. Kind of like that LOVE at first sight kinda deal.. I think that is actual true love. And then...the first kiss.
*dies* That is so important to me. It tells so much. I know that I've felt this before...sadly, the feelings weren't mutual.
I also believe in NOT thinking so much about it, just feel, and let it happen as it does.
THINKING is what over-rides what you really and truely feel.
Sadly, humans do nothing but think........even when thinking is not needed
Well...that's all I have in me for tonight.