The Eyes That Rape God's Beauty
Why are you still alive?
Yeah, so I'm still breathing and stuff. It's just been Spring Break, and I partyed 8/11 days of it. Woooo.
During all of my partying craze, I got to kiss/make out with Dan and stuff. I kinda don't know if I wanna hold onto him anymore considering I'm moving soon. I want a Traverse City guy since that'll probly be easier. Just one. Is that so much to ask?
It seems that during all of that madness I realized something that pissed me right the hell off: All the guys that want me, I don't want, and the guy I want, whomeverv he may be, doesn't want me. It's like subconciously I know that they don't want me so that gives me a challenge, and I fight like hell for it. Or maybe I just want losers my whole life <3 :)
I don't even know who I want anymore. *Rips out hair*
The funniest thing that happened to me over break was this:
I layed down to go to bed Friday night, and Chris Scott came in and started kissing on my eye. [He had an excuse, he was drunk.] And I'm like, "What the hell are you doing?" and he said, "I'm trying to put moves on you!" and I was like, "Fuck you dude, I'm going to sleep." And I rolled over and went to sleep! :) I don't know, it just amused the hell outta me to get slobber all over my eye. [?]
He is hot tho. What the hell was I thinking? Oh yeah, I remember what I was thinking now. I'M NOT A FUCKING WHORE [like some of you would like to think I am]. So fuck off.
Oh, onto bigger news, it snowed a "bit" yesterday and the roads were fucking horrible. Yeah, Jess's car... straight into the ditch. Jesse had to give me a pull outta there. [That's my little volunteer fireman! Ha.] But my baby's okay - she just has a few scratches, and Jesse said he can buff them out so... yeah. Rock.
I've been finding nice apartments and houses in TC to rent out. It's awesome. I can't fucking wait to go there. <3 I got a bunch of shit for it too. I think I just need to get more "decorations." I need to get pictures of people too!! SEND ME PICTURES!
Randi wants me to go to Beatle Fest with her. Mmm Hippies. *Laughs a little to herself* There's this one guy that's friends with Jake, her man there, named, uhh.. something with a "G" [It's his last name] and he ain't too bad lookin'. ;) I might go just for the ride and something to do. Who knows, it might be fun?
OH GRENDEL! Yeah, that's his last name! Or else it's what they call him.. I don't fucking remember.
I'll be online more now that school's started back up. I'll talk to you all then.
xXJess
Yeah, so I'm still breathing and stuff. It's just been Spring Break, and I partyed 8/11 days of it. Woooo.
During all of my partying craze, I got to kiss/make out with Dan and stuff. I kinda don't know if I wanna hold onto him anymore considering I'm moving soon. I want a Traverse City guy since that'll probly be easier. Just one. Is that so much to ask?
It seems that during all of that madness I realized something that pissed me right the hell off: All the guys that want me, I don't want, and the guy I want, whomeverv he may be, doesn't want me. It's like subconciously I know that they don't want me so that gives me a challenge, and I fight like hell for it. Or maybe I just want losers my whole life <3 :)
I don't even know who I want anymore. *Rips out hair*
The funniest thing that happened to me over break was this:
I layed down to go to bed Friday night, and Chris Scott came in and started kissing on my eye. [He had an excuse, he was drunk.] And I'm like, "What the hell are you doing?" and he said, "I'm trying to put moves on you!" and I was like, "Fuck you dude, I'm going to sleep." And I rolled over and went to sleep! :) I don't know, it just amused the hell outta me to get slobber all over my eye. [?]
He is hot tho. What the hell was I thinking? Oh yeah, I remember what I was thinking now. I'M NOT A FUCKING WHORE [like some of you would like to think I am]. So fuck off.
Oh, onto bigger news, it snowed a "bit" yesterday and the roads were fucking horrible. Yeah, Jess's car... straight into the ditch. Jesse had to give me a pull outta there. [That's my little volunteer fireman! Ha.] But my baby's okay - she just has a few scratches, and Jesse said he can buff them out so... yeah. Rock.
I've been finding nice apartments and houses in TC to rent out. It's awesome. I can't fucking wait to go there. <3 I got a bunch of shit for it too. I think I just need to get more "decorations." I need to get pictures of people too!! SEND ME PICTURES!
Randi wants me to go to Beatle Fest with her. Mmm Hippies. *Laughs a little to herself* There's this one guy that's friends with Jake, her man there, named, uhh.. something with a "G" [It's his last name] and he ain't too bad lookin'. ;) I might go just for the ride and something to do. Who knows, it might be fun?
OH GRENDEL! Yeah, that's his last name! Or else it's what they call him.. I don't fucking remember.
I'll be online more now that school's started back up. I'll talk to you all then.
xXJess