Open up my eyes,
Flood it with delight.
Another sleepless night turns color black and white.
Wow. Just, yeah, wow.
During second hour, Rachel G. and I went to go talk to Rachel R. in the art room about her current [fucking gay ass] boyfriend, and this guy that she likes. [I like him better.] So we talk about that for a while and I told her not to be a wussy and ask this other guy to hang out. So then she turns the tables back to me and says, "Well, what about Dan?! You're not talking to him!" Shit. At that point, I decide to piece together all that I can to give myself enough nerve to talk to him, and by the next hour, during the time I get to see him, I demand everything in me to ask him about the movies.
With all the things I've said,
There is just regret.
A beating in my head.
So, third hour rolls around, and I see him walking down the hall. "Do it Jess. Deep breath." Almost spontaneously I lash out my arm and [lovingly] hit him. :) Conversation!!!
Me: When did you want to go to the movies??
Dan: Well, I was really busy last weekend. What are you doing tomorrow night??
Me: Well, I'm going to Gaylord during the day, but I should be home during the night.
Dan: Well I'll call you tomorrow night then.
Me: You better.
The whole time he's smiling. God, I could shine the stars with his smile.
Hands into a fist,
Static in my head.
Now I'm sitting face to face with lonliness.
Hehe, and my bud Calvin told him he'd kick his ass if he didn't call me tomorrow night, so I'm damn excited. <3
What did I expect?
Did I see forever
in you?
Anyway, Rachel R., Randi,
Josie and I left school and we saw Dan while leaving. Rachel told him to be in town.
I never wanted it to hurt
more than it should.
I hope your satisfied,
I never could.
Rachel and I went to Dunham's so she could get running shoes [yes, because she's athletic and I'm not] and we saw Dan <3 in the school parking lot. So we got out and talked to him. And YEAH.
Time to close my eyes
Forget about this mess.
Tried to fix this tragic loss of innocence.
Everything's just such a blur tho, ya know? Like, I'm trying to make this as clear as I can, but little bits and pieces of this came in and out and in and out and I can't catch them long enough to update on.
But how can I forget,
The things I haven't done.
When everything is dead?
So, little other things: Rachel said Dan said I was "cool", I checked Elizabeth into a locker, Baker approves of me and Dan, and best of all...
With my hands around your neck
who will stop me now?
With my hands around your neck
who will stop me now?
with my hands around your neck
who will stop me now?
with my hands around your neck
who will stop me now?
who will stop me? who will stop me now?
Rachel said Dan and I are prefect for each other <3
Can't you see that you left me
here on my own.
Give me on good reason why I should let go now....
And that, my friends, is the end of this song.