Jun 26, 2006 23:27
Oooh, my stomache hurts today. I don't know why. I haven't been hungry at all, which is WAY out of character for me as I usually eat like an ravished animal. Crazy anxiety too, but whatever.
Jackson stuff is starting to come together. Waay more kids signed up, so that's sweet. I have to start making home phone calls tomorrow. Hey, all that tellafund (I can't even remember how to spell it!) work will finally come in handy. Ha. Dave and I have a ton of planning left to do, but it will be fun.
My Job:
I DO like my job. But it scares me, because there are times when I just want to go home. More than anything else. Maybe that's normal, but I don't want that to be a common occurance when I start teaching for real. My mood is just always all over the place. One minute I'm running a really great class, and the next I'm totally nonfunctional. I usually only have bad periods for a few minutes and only a couple times a day, but it feels like way too much. I don't know. I just feel that when I can't give the kids my all, I'm totally failing them.
Dr. King finally finished the recordings of the pieces I researched, found, preserved, and arranged for UROP freshman year. The biggest challenge in all of it was simply NOT SPEAKING GERMAN and trying to get through to someone in this old archive to send me the music. Anyways, I had almost totally forgotten about the project. I'm excited :)
I'm going camping with my dad and brother next week. YES!
Owwwwwww, my body hates me.
ASHLEIGH! Congrats on graduating! You're a crazy overachiever :) I don't even know if that's one word, but I bet you know. Sorry I've been way out of touch. I'll see you soon.