I Know I've Been Nonexistant Lately
The truth is I've been a little nonexistant to myself too. I don't quite know how to describe that in detail at all. I can't really describe any of what's happened to me in the past year. I guess that's why I don't write much anymore. I'm lost.
We're moving in a week to a much, much nicer apartment. I need to find a better job. Things have to change.
I think I've just been hiding from myself.
I'm at the beginning of a downward spiral, and I have no idea where it's headed. I'm trying my hardest to stop it. Physical symptoms have begun. It's terrible that there's nothing I can do about it.
I'm not even sure what I'm trying to say here. Maybe I just want my voice to be heard again, at least by myself.
Dave says I'm driving myself crazy. I know I am, but what I don't know is how to stop it.
There's no way to stop stress this integrated in my daily life is there?
We're moving in a week to a much, much nicer apartment. I need to find a better job. Things have to change.
I think I've just been hiding from myself.
I'm at the beginning of a downward spiral, and I have no idea where it's headed. I'm trying my hardest to stop it. Physical symptoms have begun. It's terrible that there's nothing I can do about it.
I'm not even sure what I'm trying to say here. Maybe I just want my voice to be heard again, at least by myself.
Dave says I'm driving myself crazy. I know I am, but what I don't know is how to stop it.
There's no way to stop stress this integrated in my daily life is there?