Boredom Prevails
My life is filled with boredom. There is never anything to do in my apartment except for watch stupid TV shows, play with my cat, sleep, or play pinochle on the computer. I think Mike and I need some space apart from each other. The close quarters are driving us up a wall.
And I'm slowly going crazier and crazier. I don't even know what my life is anymore.
I'm lonely as hell. I have no one in my life to talk to outside of Mike. There's never anyone to call let alone invite over to hang out with. I'm out of friends right now. Completely. And out of money. Not a good situation to be in, generally.
Today I was supposed to be starting classes. Michelle is in her psychology lecture right now, and I was to be right by her side. Yet I'm across the country. Will I ever stop mourning all of the dreams that I've lost? All of the memories slip further and further away from me on a daily basis.
Simply put right now I just don't know what to do with myself or anything else. I don't work enough. I wish that I worked 60 hours/week. That would certainly fill up some time.
I don't even like to sleep anymore.
[Sorry for all of the whining and bitching but SHIT]
And I'm slowly going crazier and crazier. I don't even know what my life is anymore.
I'm lonely as hell. I have no one in my life to talk to outside of Mike. There's never anyone to call let alone invite over to hang out with. I'm out of friends right now. Completely. And out of money. Not a good situation to be in, generally.
Today I was supposed to be starting classes. Michelle is in her psychology lecture right now, and I was to be right by her side. Yet I'm across the country. Will I ever stop mourning all of the dreams that I've lost? All of the memories slip further and further away from me on a daily basis.
Simply put right now I just don't know what to do with myself or anything else. I don't work enough. I wish that I worked 60 hours/week. That would certainly fill up some time.
I don't even like to sleep anymore.
[Sorry for all of the whining and bitching but SHIT]