Oct 15, 2005 21:56
I feel so so sick. Now on top of my stomach not wanting me to eat my mouth doesnt want me to eat. my body's been punishing me since i met tristan? it was around that time i got sick. maybe i ate something bad, but that woulda gone away by now? ahh i dunno but it hurts and i'm so HUNGRY! *big pitiful puppy-dog eyes* im thinking maybe make dad take me to doctors in morning. huuuungry...
think i've domewhat sorted out last night in my head. still in complete denial over some bits (eg 'that never happened. i imagined it all'... surely that wasnt me? that was someone else? i made it all up?... oh god i didnt did i?)