Sep 20, 2005 23:08
Yea so things have been weird the last few weeks. In most ways i dont believe Andrew is gone and i wont see him ever again...but Phil came back to work and it makes it all very real. He brought a new picture in of Andrew from when they were in the ice fishing durby at the begining of the year. Its so sad. I can hear Phil crying in his office and my heart melts and i dont know what to do. Marie and I tried our best to keep him minds anywhere else yesterday. At the end of the day he thanked us for making him laugh and being there for him. I hate this.
In other news my mom is still as rediculous as usual. Saturday after work( OH YEA! I STARTED WORKING 6 DAYS AGAIN!50+ FUCKING HOURS!!)i picked up Mike at my house and we went to market basket and we picked up his surprise birthday cake and i got my mother one too. Since i know my father, sister and brother so well i KNEW they wouldnt do anything for her. So after there we went to a little store and i got her chips and soda SHE LIKES to have at the little party. I also had talked it over with her about going out to eat for her and mikes birthdays since we always go for everyone elses. Since no one in this house works she was like well i dont know. Then it was ok and we were going and THEN AGAIN we werent. So i went to bed only to wake up the next morning to my mom calling asking when we are getting up to go!!!!!!!! I was so fucking pissed. I went down stairs and i was like WTF IS UP WITH YOU PEOPLE AND MIND GAMES! If they had disgussed that we WERE going again they shouldve told EVERYONE! So yea WE DIDNT GO! lol fucked family! We ordered a bunch of chinese food and had the cakes. So when i came home after work that night my mom was FREAKING out saying how i dont care about her and how i go out of my way for mike and get him things! I was like WOW! I got you a cake and if it wasnt for me you woudlnt have had one! I GOT YOU AN AWESOME CARD! I PLANNED THE LITTLE PARTY! What the fuck did everyone else do? NOTHING! So yea last night i planend on going to get her this pan she wanted...and then hitting her with it! hehe
So yea....I love you all but i hate typing MORE. bye
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