oh baby, i was bound

[deadendwalls]

i fuckedu p tonight. i couldnt handle this anymroe. istlil cant. i took pills. i popped at least 20. it felt s o good, and it even made me throw up. i feel so much lighter now. my body feels empty except for the pills. i fuckedu p. icried. i told him i fucked up and i let him hear me c ry.
tis been a long night. lal iwant is to fall asleep and not awake later on this morning. i will though. i always do.