...Need...Sleep...
Do you see what time I'm typing this? 5 o'clock in the fucking morning. I haven't slept at all tonight. Now, it's storming, so I know I'm not gonna get any sleep at all. I can never sleep on nights when it's gonna storm. It's like my body can sense that it's coming, and it won't let me sleep. Damn irrational and crippling fears. The worst part is, I fell asleep for like 10 or 20 minutes a little while ago. I had turned on my light so I wouldn't see the lightning, and my mom decided to open my door and shut it off. That woke me up and scared the shit out of me, so now I have no chance of falling back asleep. I really need to get therapy for this shit. I'm pretty sure it isn't normal to be this terrified of thunderstorms.