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i have been to0 nice for too long, i dont understand why sometimes i am so passive. Almost unwilling to accept the fact that you have been disrespected. by those who you had held so close to you even. It makes me think twice about everything that ive been doing for a while now. I guess you have to sell yourself like a fucking whore now. Is it that hard to express your true feelings? It must be that you are fearing the inevitable, too lazy to do something for yourself so youd rather be a pawn in somebody elses feeble minded dream. Its not that i dont understand, Maybe i just have more respect for myself than you. I didnt at one point, but it takes drastic measures to get to the bottom of things. I will not let it affect me past a certain point, Another life lesson. Perhaps one of the more valuable lessons. My name is one that you have betrayed for the last time. god i really need some fucking heroin right now please.