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[deadempathy]

quetions for myself today:

why do i always fuck up the good thing?
why am i such a bitch to only certain people?
why do i get upset up things easily?
what can i do to keep him happy?
why have i cried more this week than the rest of the year?
why has this week been partially the worst week of my life?
how did last night be so shitty after the day was so awsome?
why is no one waking up to drive me home?

how come i just want to die?