cuz i think im craaaaazzzaaaayyyyy

[deadducky112]

Holas!  So today was alright. I ran into one of DJ's friends at school, he was at the marines tables trying to recruit people. I only met the guy a few times and it was funny because i was walking by the table and i hear " Megg!" i was really creeped out because i didnt look up yet and i was thinking,, wow do these guys do background checks on everyone in the school or something.. how does this guy know my name?? LOL then i looked up and saw it was Jake. Nice kid he is, he just joined the marines not too long ago.  Anyway i just thought it was wierd that he remembered who i was.. most people dont really pay attention to me.. i must have one of those memerable faces though because people will recognize me from all sorts of places.. its strange. But even then, most people dont care enough to remember my name. Anyway when i go to sit down a nd this girl from my drawing class comes and sits next to me out of nowhere. I guess she just wanted to eat and get to class early or something. Anyway we just talked for a little bit... then her friend came by and sat down.. then it was just them talking to each other. I was like oooooookkkaayyy then. Then they left and i was alone again. whoop de doo. Anyway drawing was retarded. We had a nude model... it was the same old lady we had last time. What, we cant get different models? My drawings sucked because she was sitting in really lame positions that were hard to draw. Thanks a lot lady! Man this woman doesnt reallly have curves.... give me a fat person, that i can draw!  I hope our next model we have is a fat guy... weve had all women so far.. i think my drawing teacher did that on purpose... pervvv! I dont like my drawing teacher becuase he gives stupid assignments that i dont want to put effort in. For example, due on monday is a self portrait and we have to write words on it and stuff.. like ok thats cool except it has to be on a 40 x 30 inch piece of mat board. WHAT! Like i have the room to do such a thing. Doofus. Oh but thats nothing compared to the final.... yeah we have to draw a LIFE SIZE self portrait.. like my paper has to be 6 feet tall roughly, prolly more because i like to have some blank space around the whole thing.  Luckily i dont have to worry about that until next month. Oh well.. i should be happy im doing stuff like this, it could be worse, i could be writing a research paper or giving a speech. Gotta look on the bright side of things.

Hmmm what else? I was reading more journal entries.. got i was so emo what the hell... all emo high school kid hahaha. I laugh at it now only because i know i dont feel that pain anymore. Which is good, i guess that pain went away when i moved here... definitely needed a change. No more emoness for me! Although i must admit that a whole lot of my unhappiness stemmed from guys and lackthereof.  Like Dustin causes more pain and happyness, Jed did the same thing. Ryan is the only guy who does do that to me.  Im grateful that for the first time, im not the one who likes the other person more than the other person likes me. Loves. Anyway I can see how one would be easily taken for granted that way... having someone fall all over you, hanging on your every word... then you just sit back ,find someone who isnt as desperate and let the other person shatter into a thousand pieces. I can safely say that i am no longer that desperate person.

Well i gotta finish a few photoshop projects for school tomorrow.  Ps i miss my ipod =0(