wow. boys are so stupid.
they like to think that i'm in love with them.
when i am surely, absolutely not.
i tell this boy's sister i thought he should call me sometime (AS FRIENDS, OF COURSE) because i hadn't talked to him in a while and the last time i did, it wasn't on good terms... so yeah.
so i tell his sister tonight i thought i should call him to bother him. so she encourages me to do so.
of course, i do.
a girl answers.
i hang up.
he calls me back.
i answer and he asks who i am...
i tell him and he asked why i called, i told him what i had just wrote and i guess he called his sister.
so he calls me back again just two minutes ago.
him: "i need you to not call me anymore."
me: "uh, okay ? that's not a problem."
him: "it isn't ?"
me: "no... why would it be ?"
him: "well you're causing problems."
me: "ummm... kay... i didn't mean to."
him: "okay."
me: "okay, buh-bye."
him: "bye."
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i hate assholes.
i did NOT call to cause problems.
so whatever the impression was that he got, he was far off.
ugh, i hate HIM.
so lame.
i call to just talk and i know he'll never read this, but i should say this anyway..
I'M FUCKING SORRY.
I'M FUCKING SORRY FOR RUINING YOUR LIFE AND MAKING EVERYTHING FUCKING DIFFICULT FOR YOU.
I'M NEVER GOING TO CALL YOU AGAIN SO DON'T FUCKING WORRY.
I NEVER FUCKING INTENDED TO CAUSE PROBLEMS WITH YOU AND YOUR FAMILY OR YOU AND YOUR FUCKING "GIRLFRIEND" OR WHATEVER.
I FUCKING CALLED TO TALK LIKE FUCKING FRIENDS !
F-R-I-E-N-D-S !
you know what that means, don't you !?
whatever ! i am done with you !
i have BEEN done with you and i don't know why i ever even considered talking to you again !
you caused more problems for me in two days than i ever have or ever will for you in your lifetime !
have a nice day !!
buh-bye now ! <3
i made this post public to let everyone know that i hate boys.
boys cause problems.
boys are selfish.
and boys aren't worth my time any longer.
i am done with trying to be friends with enemies.
they make my life miserable.
but then again...
that's probably what every boy is aiming for in life.
to have my life be a living hell.