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so i tried to remember who i was and then i remember it doesnt matter who i was. its just sad who i think i became and you look around for someone to blame for such an influenza such an annoying cold such an annoying mind fuck and than you remember that you can always sleep and if sleep is the only left to be taken. than so be it. but for now. ill hold on to my thin grip of the life i used to hold and even a thinner grip on what my dreams once were.