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Feb 27, 2006 03:50

i wish i had more to offer.
i wish that i had a job.
i wish i had enough money.
to get through the days.

i wish i would of done more.
with my life. maybe become a doctor
maybe make you my wife.
maybe than possibly
things would be alright.
when you feel its right.
you know its wrong.
i wont speak of this
until long after your gone
that way its more
meaningful when it comes.
though you havent gone,
no
not just yet.
i know that the thoughts is in
both of our heads.

i dont have a plan
its hard to understand
but if i had anything
itd be yours
im not very smart
im not very nice
but darling i can fake with the best of them.

but its getting hard to live
like a jukebox running
just for when the drunk lonely souls
want to play when they wanna
its getting hard to look on
when the skies are oh so gray.
you sit and you hope, that maybe someday
love will come and take you away
but in the end your dreams
are not what you become
youll drown your beats will alcohol and pills
just so your heart doesnt have to feel
but once you lost
the only thing you love
its hard to get back to zero
yes its hard to make you feel nothing.
when youve lost.

no matter how hard you try
you ask yourself why
no one knows but you
so you dig deeper and it just hurts worse
to know that you lost
your hopeless at best
well i want you to know
that even though
i dont
got much but a pen and a touch
that ill put my whole life in
just so that we can begin
but i dont even know
where to start
i havent got a penny and i got a broken heart
i find enough just to drink and sit and dwell
think and think
about how things would be different if
i would of done more with
my mind my heart my work
if my love
i could do it all again i would my friend
but i havent got a whole to offer to you
so go ahead and do what we know you would do.
you will move on
find yourself a new man honey
one that can make a whole lot of money
he can build you a house a palace for you
even a whole closet just for your shoes
while i regret i lost you my girl
but i havent got much to offer.
heard your stomach stillaches
well i hurt to
i wanna give you my intestines
just to see you again
everything i have
the world that i live in
the flesh that i breath in
id give in
just for one night
then maybe then
everything will be just arlight
but i havent got much to offer.
ill never tell until your gone
i dont want to spoil it until its come
but when you decide
to hide or run this is my apology for what ive become.

im sorry
i havent got much.
im sorry
i havent got much.
yes im sorry, i havent.
yes im sorry.
yes. im sorry for what i have become.
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