out of place

[deadcrowonawire]

im at some place with cris right now and i feel so out of place well i feel out of place everywere but i feel more so here. i wonder if anyone ever speaks the truth to me it hurts so much to know that most people i know lie. i am relly starting to scare myself im relly changeing i mean i dont think look or relly act like i used to. i wish i could find someone who relly cares i mean i know im young but still i feel i need it after a life with relly no love i mean i never relly new my dad my mom hates me and my family isnt relly there and i know i have friend but they someday will have there own lifes and i just want something i can call my own. im so alone but oddly this time i sorta want it this way but its hard cause im always around people i just wish everyboady would leave me alone how good it would feel not to feel rejected from everything.

i hate light people and crowds i just want to be left alone like if u know u dont like me then just tell me dont pitty me

you were the one to make me realize u were the one to make me see u are the one that made me so cold

on a lighter note im not depressed just bitter and i am alive

tried to save myself but myself keeps slipping away
-trent reznor
all i do i can still feel u
-trent reznor
the only way out is in
-trent reznor
broken wing cant fly no matter how hard u try
-z
ps dont critisize my work u ungreatful human FUCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!