Back to hell
Damn it all. What goes on while I'm not there. It sucks, i know it happens but who am I to speak. I am hurt I am shocked. The pain hits me once again leaving me weeping and bleeding. Withered to a nobody I lie on the floor. Gasping for air i feel the blood in my throat. Who am I. Im not who I used to be, its simply not me. Behind me lies a whole diffrent world from what i see. It all starts with a talk and if unlucky never seems to end. why risk what you have.
It all started when my best frined was talking to my girl two nights ago. My best friend offers to take her out, not directly but somewhat like that. She says maybe, yet i never seem to ever understand anything. I wont understand a mistake while in too much pain so i must ignore it all. And the only reason she siad maybe is cause her best friends birthday is on that day. If it weren't her best friends birthday who knows what the answer could be. Im getting all suspicious and jelous again but i'll just hide it from her. Things are too great to mess up now.
It all started when my best frined was talking to my girl two nights ago. My best friend offers to take her out, not directly but somewhat like that. She says maybe, yet i never seem to ever understand anything. I wont understand a mistake while in too much pain so i must ignore it all. And the only reason she siad maybe is cause her best friends birthday is on that day. If it weren't her best friends birthday who knows what the answer could be. Im getting all suspicious and jelous again but i'll just hide it from her. Things are too great to mess up now.