Game Over
What used to be is nothing more than a pit of friendship. Never got as far as planned but hey nothing ever comes out exactly the way you want it. Shes a really cool chick and i wish to be her fried. Just the pain of our first kiss ticks into memory. When i used to compare her to Jessica. The time at night where i dedicated a star to her beauty and our everlasting love. I always had a dream of growing up together to become grandparents. The dream where i looked out the window and saw our grandchildren running outside. Shes all chubby and im there almost bald holding a newspaper holding her in my arm with the other. Now im just mad at myself for being so stubborn and never listening. I was always so blind that i never saw what was real. Instead i made up fake stories which soon became reality. Damn the break up. I know it was probably the best thing to do to stop being so jelous but i'll miss her. Im not gonna be an asshole and say something mean now. Because its true i always did love her no matter how many times she is told otherwise but she'll just remain in my heart. She's got a month from now to recover what she has lost but the time will spare and nothing will get done. She isn't coming back and she wont accept me to heart for a long time. I proposed once to get back together in 10 years if she forgave me. She said she promised to get back unless if she was already with another guy or just married. I know she's going to find another boyfriend in about 2 months. I can feel it. Just runs throught my blood and stabs my heart. She is not lost. It is said that a person is not lost when the break up comes, it is when he or she has been taken by someone else. This is just the begining of the end. I told you all this is what it was gonna end up like.