seasons change without warning::
blah. this whole week has been kinda boring. i gotta stop sleeping till 4 everyday. yesterday, or uhh, two days ago. fucking wednesday...alright. haha. yeah we practiced and then me and john had a serious talk with pdp. haha. and then we went out driving and whatnot. picked up some wendy's. mmm. haha. then we had nowhere to go so we just went to locust lane park and parked and we were chillin for like 5 minutes tops before good ole cp security comes rolling in with freaking high beams all over the place and shit. haha. yeah, what a fucking asshole. that's all i've gotta say about him. FUCKING ASSHOLE. haha. so yeah, like an hour and two good looks at the inside of john's car later he let us go with tickets for a court apearance!!! YAY!!!!
ugh. suuuuuuuch bullshit. we got charged with trespassing i guess. and the official time is...dun dun dun 10:30! oh my! a half hour after the park closes!! WOW. yeah, but good news is that i'm next door neighbors with the town judge and my dad is good friends with him so hopefully we won't get fined or anything bad. cause it's not like me or john need a fine, with his guitar lost and me jobless. heh, about that...yeah it sucks. haha. but i'm seriously going out tomorrow. i'm gonna go apply at cumby's. cause i'm gonna be 18 in 5 days so it doesn't really matter that i apply now cause i'm leaving then anyways. so yeah. i'm not sure if they're still hiring, but if they are that should be no problem at all getting a job. i'm sure just about every employee they have is a highschool dropout just like meee. haha.
todayyy, i went to ed. it was alright. didn't really touch upon anything truely ground breaking, but it did bring up some shit that i had kinda forgot about. like how fucked up my family is. it's not your stereotypical "fucked up" with devorces, physical abusive, crack, alcoholism, you know all that stuff. haha. it's more creative. haha. my family makes you think everythings alright until 5. 4. 3. 2. 1...IMPLOSION. raaaaarrrrr. hahaha. yeah, i've probly got a massive list of emotional and mental disorders just from living with these god forsaken people. haha. seriously though, through ed i've been able to kinda sit back and analyze my home life and it's effects on my personality and all that. and it's not cool. however, esentially it just taught me to become more independent and mature and a wayyy younger age than normal. which is the worst thing by itself but it's the minor issues that come with it that really bug the shit out of me. i don't really feel comfortable listing them, so i won't. but sometimes i really wish i could just fucking fix myself. but nooo, it has to be all hard and shit and take fucking time. and blah, i don't know. i'm gonna go get some food and go to bed. tomorrows gonna be good. er...today, whatever. haha.