May 18, 2009 10:09
I woke up at 530AM from one of the worst, most vivid nightmares of my life. My house was on fire and every time I woke up and tried to shake the nightmare, I would just delve into deeper and things kept getting worse until I finally woke up crying and shaking with my heart pounding.
Im getting really anxious about my birthday and graduation.
When I woke up I just wanted to run to daddy...but Im not a kid anymore and I had no one to run to.
As awesome as all this stuff seems on the surface, it just keeps making everything scarier and scarier.