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got information today thats been running thru my mind all day and making me feel like shit
an amazing person got her heart broke for the most uncaring reason
giving up heaven for sin
i feel pain for her i feel her heart ache
i feel guilty
why
its because in my head ive wished there seperation so that i could have a chance,(hell who the fuck am i kidding i got a better chance of seeing a dodo bird come back to life than be in a relationship with her) but hearing her in her moment of heart ache and watching her with out that glow in her eyes kills me, to think that i wished this, but i never wished for her pain. quite the opposite, never saw it hurting so much, never saw it beings so ruff
wow i sound so emo
an amazing person got her heart broke for the most uncaring reason
giving up heaven for sin
i feel pain for her i feel her heart ache
i feel guilty
why
its because in my head ive wished there seperation so that i could have a chance,(hell who the fuck am i kidding i got a better chance of seeing a dodo bird come back to life than be in a relationship with her) but hearing her in her moment of heart ache and watching her with out that glow in her eyes kills me, to think that i wished this, but i never wished for her pain. quite the opposite, never saw it hurting so much, never saw it beings so ruff
wow i sound so emo